Today I cried.
Today I stressed.
Today I was scared.
Today I wanted to hide away.
Today I was sick to my stomach.
Today I wanted everything to just stop.
Today I didn’t want to be alone.
Today I wanted to call and cancel.
Today Cannon laughed not knowing what is to come.
Today Chase and I were touched by so many reaching out and sharing with us that they are praying.
Today my thoughts of asking why and blaming myself returned.
Today we received clearance from our pediatrician.
Today I rejoiced in hearing my little angel was healthy…for surgery.
Today I was truly touched by one of God’s earthly angels, my best friend.
Today I had a new mantra “I trust in you Jesus.”
Today we packed.
Today I didn’t want to pack because packing made it more real so I just sat there forever until I forced myself to do it.
Today my Chandler made me laugh so hard yet cry all at the same time because he is such a blessing.
Today it became more real.
Today I was exhausted.
Today is over.
Tomorrow will come. It will be long, but tomorrow we are one step closer to the day. The day that my baby will be placed into the hands of a surgeon and through God we seek a complete healing. I know we must go through today and tomorrow in order to get to Friday but with each step I so desperately want it all go away.
Then today just on cue this is the song that was playing as I got out of the car.
“He Said” by Group 1 Crew
So your life feels like it don't make sense
And you think to yourself, "I'm a good person,
So why do these things keep happening? "
Why you gotta deal with them
You may be knocked down now, but don't forget
What He said, He said
"I won't give you more
More than you can take
And I might let you bend
But I won't let you break
And know, I'll never, ever let you go"
Don't you forget what He said
Don't you forget what He said, He said
Today I stressed.
Today I was scared.
Today I wanted to hide away.
Today I was sick to my stomach.
Today I wanted everything to just stop.
Today I didn’t want to be alone.
Today I wanted to call and cancel.
Today Cannon laughed not knowing what is to come.
Today Chase and I were touched by so many reaching out and sharing with us that they are praying.
Today my thoughts of asking why and blaming myself returned.
Today we received clearance from our pediatrician.
Today I rejoiced in hearing my little angel was healthy…for surgery.
Today I was truly touched by one of God’s earthly angels, my best friend.
Today I had a new mantra “I trust in you Jesus.”
Today we packed.
Today I didn’t want to pack because packing made it more real so I just sat there forever until I forced myself to do it.
Today my Chandler made me laugh so hard yet cry all at the same time because he is such a blessing.
Today it became more real.
Today I was exhausted.
Today is over.
Tomorrow will come. It will be long, but tomorrow we are one step closer to the day. The day that my baby will be placed into the hands of a surgeon and through God we seek a complete healing. I know we must go through today and tomorrow in order to get to Friday but with each step I so desperately want it all go away.
Then today just on cue this is the song that was playing as I got out of the car.
“He Said” by Group 1 Crew
So your life feels like it don't make sense
And you think to yourself, "I'm a good person,
So why do these things keep happening? "
Why you gotta deal with them
You may be knocked down now, but don't forget
What He said, He said
"I won't give you more
More than you can take
And I might let you bend
But I won't let you break
And know, I'll never, ever let you go"
Don't you forget what He said
Don't you forget what He said, He said
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