Never before Craniosynostosis...
Did I ever miss the touch of sweet soft baby hair that I now miss and is sometimes unbearable
Did I miss sweet snuggles without a bowling ball/helmet in between my sweet boy and me
Did I miss pouring kisses all over his sweet baby head
Did I realize that the baby stage goes so quick, and in the blink of an eye it will be gone but a big part will have been spent wearing a helmet for my sweet babe
Did I get enough time just enjoying my sweet Cannon without every split second spent worrying about craniosynostosis
Did I look at other babies and feel jealous of their head shapes
Did I see a baby and worry about whether they have craniosynostosis, as now I see it everywhere
Did I notice people's head shapes like I do now and wonder what Cannon's will look like someday
Did I wonder and stress about scars or red spots or how to treat either for someone so young
Did I think that my heart could break when a doctor delivers such unbelievable news
Did I know how a diagnosis change so much in our little world
Did I know how such a big word could cause so much heartache
Did I worry about being strong enough
Did I doubt my God
Did I feel so much fear, grief, hurt or heartache
Did I know how absolutely amazing the human body is
Did I know how tough someone so small could be
Never before.
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